So much to tell…

Been really long time since the last time I checked my blog or posted anything!

I miss everything, writing, reading others’ posts, commenting and I even miss my layout ^^ !!!, I have been busy since the school s started, taking 5 courses of my major and one course from ART collage, it’s basically about design using different programmes such as illustrator and photoshop, it requires lots of work and time, and I had lots of downs moments, still I’m really enjoying it, I actually chose it cause it has nothing to do with reading or writing which my major is all about, so it’s like breaking the routine !!!



“You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”
– Christopher Robin to Winnie the Pooh
(Author: A.A. Milne)




Afraid of dreaming

Yeah, I’m afraid of dreaming and seeing all my dreams for some reasons been destroyed !!

I can’t see myself doing anything here, I got to get out of here I don’t how but this is what I have to do. There is no future for me and my dreams here in this place and with these people who can’t understand how bad I want to do what I wan!!!

I really hate this place, I really do …

Would You Get a Life, Please .?.

Big Mouths/gossips/talking about everything really irritate me.

it’s one of the reasons i can’t trust people, not even my friends, THEY TALK TOO MUCH between them. they think it’s something okay…why not I’m just telling my friend what I and my friends did last night with all the details. can’t you get it, IT’S NOT COOL!!! it just shows how silly you are, have nothing to talk about but people and your friends and what they are doing! and believe me no one of those who you talk to can trust you unless they are silly, just like you !

I admit it, i lost my respect and trust for most of my friends, the sad thing 2 of them are my apartment mates! I really hate myself when i start talking about my friends and what they are up to “good or bad” I just can’t feel comfortable doing that, I always feel like I’m boring and have nothing to talk about, and i believe that this is the reason why my friends do that, and I really feel sorry for them and for myself for not having a better friends!!! …. won’t deny they are really smart and totally amazing with many things, but this aspect really irritates me, this one side of you does really affect your whole image.

I hope that you “whoever you are” not one of these people, if you are please try to change that side, to gain more respect and trust, and to feel more satisfied and happy with yourself =)



I’m so deeply in love with the jacket that Lupe Velez is wearing in the picture below, although it is not simple AT ALL “my style”, I’m just lovein’ it, it’s so classy and “spanish”! … I have no clue where I can find one looks like it, I think I gotta go to spain and get one, seriously I’m so jealous, I really wanna one RIGHT NOW!

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Some Words …

“But isn’t this a dance? Isn’t all of this a dance? Isn’t that what we do with words? Isn’t that what we do when we talk, when we spar, when we make plans or leave it to chance? Some of it’s choreographed. Some of the steps have been done for ages. And the rest – the rest is spontaneous. The rest has to be decided on the floor, in the moment, before the music ends.” – Dash

Water, Water, Water … and More Water

well, I’m trying now to be healthier and start drinking water!

Yes, I hate water and I donn drink it, I donn like its taste!, but I know that my skin is suffering and has got to the highest point of misery, it’s dry and has lots of acne and their marks IT NEEDS A WATER!

now I’m drinking water, I read couple days ago that drinking 6 or 8 cups a day has no scientific biases, so I started to google and google to know what is the min amount of water that the body needs everyday and i found that it needs around 2.5 L, yes 2.5″!!!!!!!”, it’s like a torture, i rather stuck with 6 cups than drinking 2.5l a day it’s like more than 8 small bottle of water, IT’S TOO MUCH =(. however, I get that feeling that I should do that whenever I think of or look at my poor skin … I donn think it deserves that ='(

wish me luck, whoever u r … and thank you



The World’s Largest Refugee Camp

I was going through some pictures for the world’s largest refugee camp in Kenya that was initially setup to host the Somalian refugees because of the civil wars back in their area in Somali …

Somali refugees sit on the ground outside a registration and food distribution point in the Dadaab refugee camp, any refugee should have a card from that point to entitle them to receive food rations

A girl stands in line waiting for her turn out side the distribution point

waiting in the line ...

Via Al Jazeera